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ACT
THREE
At
AXTON'S—late that night. PHILIP
is on the stage, talking on the phone.
PHILIP—[At the phone]
Thanks. I'm sorry to bother you again. Be sure to tell Miss
Fuller to call here when she comes in, will you? Thank you.
[He hangs up.
ENID enters. PHILIP is relieved to see her]
Enid! I've been calling you and calling you . . .
ENID—I've been out.
Where's Avis?
PHILIP—She hasn't been
here. Does she know?
ENID—Yes. She's been
at Ingrid's and gone. I wish I knew where . . .
PHILIP—Awful, isn't it?
ENID—Yes.
PHILIP—He was here this
afternoon. It seems ages ago, doesn't it?
ENID—Yes. It does.
PHILIP—Talking—drinking
a cocktail. What happened after I left? Anything?
ENID—[Deciding
better not to go into it] Nothing.
PHILIP—Nothing at all?
ENID—Nothing at all.
PHILIP—The poor
daughter—did you see her?
ENID—Yes.
PHILIP—What's she like?
ENID—Very nice. Very
nice indeed.
PHILIP—How did she . . .
?
ENID—She was quite
calm. She was arranging things, talking to Manfred's refugee
friends. There were several of them there. They were moved,
but not at all hysterical. They seemed to take it for
granted.
PHILIP—Gosh!
ENID—I wish Avis would
come. . . .
PHILIP—Makes you think,
doesn't it?
ENID—Yes,
it does. [She
puts her hat and purse on the table.]
PHILIP—Manfred—he was
clever and subtle—wasn't he?
ENID—Yes. He was.
PHILIP—It's a cruel
world, isn't it? People are really cruel. There is little
kindness. Why is there so little kindness?
ENID—[Thinking out
loud] Perhaps because
cruelty is at the heart of things. We won't face that. We
won't admit it. Our voices are modulated and that deceives
us. "We are beasts of prey," the German philosopher keeps
repeating. "We are beasts of prey . . ."
PHILIP—This
afternoon—when you talked to him—was there any hint . . .?
ENID—He spoke rather
strangely at the end. Some horrid idea crossed my mind . . .
PHILIP—Really?
ENID—Yes.
PHILIP—And did you . .
.?
ENID—I did nothing. I
brushed it aside. If I'd faced it, I'd have had to do
something about it and it was easier to brush it aside.
PHILIP—[After a
moment, trying to express the new concept of life surging in
his mind] Enid . . .
ENID—Yes, Philip.
PHILIP—You have to be
strong to live, don't you?
ENID—Yes.
PHILIP—Is Father strong?
ENID—I suppose so.
PHILIP—Why does his
strength frighten me?
ENID—Perhaps because
you haven't found your own.
PHILIP—I funked medical
school.
ENID—Do you feel
guilty about that?
PHILIP—Yes.
ENID—No reason you
should. It's no law of Nature that you should be a doctor
just because your father is one.
PHILIP—Enid—you really
mean that?
ENID—Certainly. Find
your own line and take that. There are plenty of careers
still. I don't believe the world's quite exhausted yet.
PHILIP—[He turns to
her] Just the same I'd
like to show him!
ENID—Show whom?
PHILIP—Father! I'd like
to show him.
ENID—What?
PHILIP—That I can go
back and stick it.
ENID—Why don't you
then?
PHILIP—I believe I will.
I'll go back and stick it.
ENID—Perhaps that's a
good idea too. Then if you quit you'll know you've done it
because you really don't like it.
PHILIP—I'll try. I'll
show him!
ENID—Do!
PHILIP—If I could just
know, Enid . . .
ENID—What?
PHILIP—That I can come
and talk things over with you—that you'll back me.
ENID—Of course I will.
PHILIP—That's marvelous.
Thanks, Enid. [AVIS comes in.
PHILIP and ENID are both happy she has come back.]
ENID—[Going to her,
full of pity] Avis!
PHILIP—[To AVIS,
awkwardly] Avis, I'm
terribly sorry.
AVIS—[Quietly] Thank you, Phil.
May I talk to Enid?
PHILIP—Yes—of
course. [A
moment] Thank you, Enid. [He goes out. A pause.]
ENID—Avis, before you
say anything, I want you to know—I've been thinking of you
with such pain. Avis, believe me, you misunderstood.
AVIS—He
left a letter for you. Here it is. [She hands ENID the letter.
In a strained voice as ENID does not open the letter,
at the same time in an agony to know what it contains, his
last words, his last writing] Do you want to be alone
while you read it?
ENID—No. Why?
[ENID
opens the letter and reads it. It takes a second. She looks
at AVIS] Would you like to hear it?
AVIS—[In the same
strained voice] Don't feel you
have to . . .
ENID—I
want you to hear it. [She reads] "I didn't die today.
It happened long ago. When I saw you today it was already
over. I tell you this in case a shadow of reproach might
cross your mind. The machine-men are stronger! To them I
bow. Thank you for Ingrid. My love to Avis. Manfred." [A pause] Poor
Manfred. He shouldn't. He should have fought on. He should
have trusted . . .
AVIS—[She turns to
ENID] Trusted whom?
Trusted what?
ENID—You.
Your strength. Your love. [A moment. She folds the letter,
puts it back in the envelope. A tremendous resolution in
ENID'S face and voice] He bowed. We will not bow!
AVIS—[Bitterly] We?
ENID—Yes! We who are
still free.
AVIS—Manfred is dead.
ENID—I
know there are no facile consolations. But it is true, I
think, that often the victims survive their murderers. [Rather desperately]
I must cling to that belief—or I'll sink.
AVIS—It is because you
did not love him that his death can be an inspiration to
you.
ENID—No—but I refuse
to give up. This is the moment to draw on our reserves of
strength, not to yield to despair. Even Manfred was a
victim. "The Fifth Column," he said, "that exists in every
soul." No, I repudiate that. There are the pure in heart.
There are the good. I tell you, Avis, they can move
mountains.
AVIS—Why don't they
then?
ENID—Because they are
not together. They must find each other. They must.
AVIS—Where are they,
these battalions of the good? I am sure you identify
yourself with them. Where have you been all these years, you
good people? I shall not forget Manfred. But neither shall I
forget his murderers. It isn't alone the machine-men who
murdered him. It is the rich and the comfortable everywhere
who fawned on them, who admired them, who envied their
efficiency. The comfortable, the complacent, the sleek!
Those who didn't care who lived and who died as long as they
themselves survived.
ENID—Why are you so
bitter against me, Avis? Why against me who am part of you
with my mind and all of you with my heart? It is as if you
younger generation hate us older for having survived our
errors. Resent us for having known peace and security and
pleasure.
AVIS—Yes. We do.
ENID—And yet we, too,
are the victims of our time. Is there any assurance that you
in our place would have done better? In spite of everything
you can do or say, you are indissoluble from us. We are your
heirs as you are our inheritance.
AVIS—Manfred had to
die at your feet. Everywhere in the world people are being
slaughtered while you go on being philosophical. . . .
ENID—[Quietly] It is true that
our imaginations are feeble and that we do not really grieve
for remote calamities. One can grieve deeply only for one
person, whose voice we hear, whose step we know. [A moment.
AVIS is moved. She fights it down in hard
self-excoriation. She can't look at ENID.]
AVIS—I must tell you
the whole truth.
ENID—Yes?
AVIS—It isn't only
that . . .
ENID—What else?
AVIS—It
would be all right if I could say—my feeling against you is
pure—[She
turns away] but it isn't. It's muddied up.
ENID—Avis . . .
AVIS—I was jealous of
you! I am still jealous of you!
ENID—[Full of
feeling for her] Avis—dearest
Avis.
AVIS—It is to you he
wrote his last letter. It is you he thought of at the end. I
am not pure in heart. I was jealous. You are beautiful. The
moment I saw you together I thought: She is beautiful. How
right she is for him. I thought: I am harsh and callow. She
is serene and mellow and reposeful. . . .
ENID—But, Avis, you're
so wrong! I am not serene. I am uncertain and tortured and
harrowed endlessly with self-distrust. I envy you your
conviction, your singleness of aim—dearest Avis . . .
AVIS—You didn't love
him, did you?
ENID—No.
AVIS—Why? Why didn't
you love him? Enid . . .
ENID—Yes, Avis.
AVIS—I can't stay here
any more with Father. I'm leaving. I've got to.
ENID—Where are you
going?
AVIS—I don't know.
Some room somewhere.
ENID—I can't bear to
think of you going to some dismal rooming house. Why don't
you come with me? I have an extra room. You can stay as long
as you like.
AVIS—I couldn't do
that.
ENID—I'll
give you the key to my apartment. [She takes keys out of her purse]
You can come and go as you please.
AVIS—No, Enid. I can't
do that.
ENID—Why not?
AVIS—I have to think
things out for myself. You have to save yourself. No one
else can do it for you.
ENID—[After a short
pause] That's true. But don't shut me out of your life.
You're good for me, Avis. [She
puts the key in her pocket] Please think about it.
AVIS—[She looks at
ENID with gratitude, the gratitude of finding oneself
wanted suddenly] All right. I will.
ENID—[Touching
AVIS'S arm] Good.
AVIS—Why do you bother
with me?
ENID—Because I have
faith in you, Avis. Because I am as sure as I can be that .
. . [AXTON comes
in.]
ENID—Axton—you've
heard the news?
AXTON—Yes. I never
really knew him. I'm sorry for you and Avis—you seem to have
liked him. I ran into Mr. Blodgett. He told me.
ENID—Cy!
AXTON—Yes. I met him in
the street. Avis had dismissed him, he said.
ENID—Where is Cy?
AXTON—I left him in a
bar on Madison Avenue, drinking. In fact, we had a few
drinks together. Not my custom! I find Mr. Blodgett more
sensible tight than he is sober. [ENID and AVIS
exchange a look.]
AVIS—Father . . .
AXTON—Yes, Avis.
AVIS—I have to tell
you something.
AXTON—Well . . .
AVIS—I am leaving this
house, Father. I have promised myself never to sleep under
this roof nor take another penny of your money as long as I
live.
AXTON—As most of your
allowance money goes to support filthy radical magazines I
shall be glad to discontinue it.
ENID—Axton!
AVIS—No, Enid, Father
is right. My presence here is dishonest. Excuse me. I'm
going up to pack. [AVIS goes
upstairs.]
AXTON—How does a
healthy man like me come to have such difficult children?
ENID—Perhaps a man has
the children he deserves.
AXTON—This dispersed
humanitarianism of yours is pernicious.
ENID—Not as pernicious
as your concentrated selfishness. Really, Axton, it is
extraordinary to me how indifferent you seem to be to the
destiny of that great majority of people who don't happen to
be your patients.
AXTON—Is it that I am
not sufficiently grief-stricken for the late Mr. Geist?
ENID—Please, Axton,
don't speak of him in that tone. I really can't bear it.
AXTON—You see, Enid, to
me death is not a shock. I am used to it. I see it daily. It
is the great commonplace. I help fight it. I haven't much
sympathy for those who yield to it before they have to. Why
should I feel anything for an anonymous foreigner who comes
into my house and makes love simultaneously to my daughter
and to my fiancée? [ENID keeps quiet. He looks at her.]
ENID—Again you state
the surface facts with no awareness of the human motives
behind them.
AXTON—Well, let's drop
it. I'll never say another word about it.
ENID—That's generous,
Axton.
AXTON—[With an odd,
sudden look at her, quickly] There was
something to it then?
ENID—Oh, Axton!
AXTON—[He feels he
hasn't handled it quite right] The truth is it's
really ridiculous at my age—but the truth is I was jealous
of that fellow. Plain jealous. Do you know that when you
walked out on me before, I was absolutely livid with anger?
I took it out on Mary. I threw a cigar at Mary. Fortunately,
it wasn't lighted. Wouldn't it have been awful if I'd set
Mary on fire? [AXTON watches her narrowly, wonders if he
has gained ground, goes on in the same vein] Might have
been arrested for arson. One lives and learns. Revelation to
me. Didn't like myself one bit. Not one little bit. Let
bygones be bygones, shall we? [She doesn't answer]
Enid, you're not listening to me! What are you thinking? [CY
comes in. He is a changed man. His ebullience is gone. He
is tight and as severely grave as an alderman. In fact he is
sepulchral] My God, he's in again!
ENID—How are you, Cy?
CY—I'm depressed.
I'm very depressed. I have been sitting with Axton in the
Madison Bar drinking. I looked into your very soul, Axton. A
depressing vista.
AXTON—You're drunk!
CY—There
is a modicum of truth in that accusation! [To ENID] Do you
look down on me, Miss Fuller?
ENID—Certainly not. I
only wish I could cheer you up. . . .
CY—I am beyond
cheering up. Let's face it, Miss Fuller. I'm a failure.
ENID—Oh, come now, at
your age! How do you know? You have the future. Who knows
what twists and turns in the future?
AXTON—I wouldn't delude
him, if I were you, Enid, with any false hopes.
CY—[Very
confidential with her] Supposing, for
the sake of argument, Miss Fuller . . .
ENID—Yes?
CY—Supposing I do
succeed in proving that St. Thomas Aquinas was a Marxian?
What then?
ENID—It will
demonstrate your genius for fantastic correlation.
CY—[Anxiously] Are people
waiting for that, do you think, in any large numbers?
ENID—I am!
CY—I shall dedicate
it to you. Have you ever had a Ph.D. thesis dedicated to
you, Miss Fuller?
ENID—Never. I'd be
thrilled.
CY—To give you a
thrill, Miss Fuller, I'd . . . I can't finish that!
ENID—It's quite all
right.
CY—It
was meant to build into a charming compliment—end in a
graceful flourish—but I can't finish it. Can't flourish. [The
failure depresses him even more.]
ENID—Never mind. I'll
finish it for you in my own mind.
CY—She's wonderful.
AXTON—Thank you.
CY—Why do you thank
me? Did I pay you a compliment?
AXTON—In a way.
CY—[Bewildered] I didn't mean to
pay you a compliment. I'm sorry.
AXTON—Don't mention it.
CY—I don't blame you
for being in love with Enid, but why is Enid in love with
you? At least I'm better off than you are.
AXTON—Now you're
switching from an understandable melancholia to an
unjustified optimism.
CY—[Protesting] At least I don't
go around saving people. He keeps saving people. For what,
I'd like to know?
ENID—So they can read
your historical essays.
CY—That's
not his only motive. . . . [He drifts off] There we were,
Axton and I, two jealous, frustrated men sitting in the
Madison Bar. I am afraid I said too much, Axton.
AXTON—That's your
habit.
CY—[Mournfully
explaining to ENID] The more I drink
the more talkative I get. The more Axton drinks the more
silenter he gets. That's incorrect. That's bad grammar.
ENID—Nevertheless I
understand you!
CY—Did you hear what
Sigismund, the great medieval grammarian, said when he was
dying?
ENID—No. What?
CY—Just as Sig was
passing out, his physician said to the recorder: "Sigismund
shall die." The old boy got up on one elbow and corrected
him. "You mean Sigismund will die." Is that funny?
AXTON—Uproarious.
CY—[Sadly] In the Columbia
Graduate School it has them in the aisles. [PHILIP comes
in.]
PHILIP—Enid . . .
ENID—Yes, Philip.
PHILIP—Avis is leaving.
ENID—She'll be all
right. Don't worry about Avis.
PHILIP—[Suddenly
conscious that in AXTON'S presence he is treating
ENID as the head of the house, to AXTON
apologetically] You don't mind,
Dad?
AXTON—[Irritatedly] Mind what?
PHILIP—Well, I mean—my
asking Enid . . . It's only that I . . .
AXTON—I wish you
wouldn't be so vague, Philip!
CY—I sympathize with
you, Axton. You are a frustrated man.
AXTON—I wish you'd shut
up!
CY—I know a good
psychiatrist. Or maybe if you just came up and talked to me
every day. I'm not a natural listener, but I could try.
AXTON—[In despair] Enid, will you
shut him up?
ENID—Shut up, Cy.
CY—Do you really
mean that, Miss Fuller?
ENID—Yes. I do.
CY—I shall enter a
Trappist monastery and take a vow of silence. [AVIS
comes in, wearing hat and coat, putting on gloves]
AVIS—Hello, Cy.
CY—Hello.
PHILIP—Please, Avis,
don't go.
AVIS—I have to.
PHILIP—I'll be lonely.
AXTON—When she's here
you fight like cats and dogs.
PHILIP—I'll miss it.
AVIS—Would do you good
to leave, too, Phil. Might make a man of you.
AXTON—You see, Enid,
what can I do? She's impossible!
AVIS—Good night, Phil.
PHILIP—Good night, Avis.
AVIS—We won't lose
sight of each other.
PHILIP—Please not.
AVIS—Good night, Enid.
ENID—Here's the key,
Avis. You go ahead.
AVIS—[Takes the key] Thank you.
Good-bye, Father.
AXTON—Good-bye.
AVIS—Coming,
Cy? [She
goes out.]
CY—There is no balm
in Gilead. What do you suppose that was, Axton, that balm?
Can you write me a prescription for it? Maybe we can still
get some on Madison Avenue.
ENID—You'd better go
home as soon as you can and get some rest.
CY—Rest for what?
Quoth the Raven: Nevermore. The Raven said it. Where are the
snows of yesteryear? God, I am not a man. I am an anthology!
[He goes out. A moment's silence.]
PHILIP—Do you think
she'll come back?
AXTON—My guess is
she'll be back in a month.
PHILIP—What do you
think, Enid?
ENID—I don't think so.
PHILIP—What'll become of
her?
ENID—She's tough.
PHILIP—I wish I were
tough.
AXTON—[Brusquely—can't
bear to have PHILIP think
himself inferior to AVIS] You're all right,
Philip!
PHILIP—No, I'm not.
AXTON—You're all right.
I wouldn't have you like that intractable, unfeminine little
wisp of a Spartan for anything in the world. You're all
right, I tell you.
PHILIP—I wish I hadn't
fought with her. Half the time when I fought with her,
something said to me: She's right and you're wrong!
AXTON—It's the other
way round. What's the matter with you, Phil? Haven't you got
any spirit at all?
ENID—Axton! Please!
AXTON—I only want him
to stand on his own feet.
ENID—He will. Don't
worry about that. He will!
PHILIP—[To
ENID] Have you told
him—about my decision?
ENID—No. Not yet. I
will.
PHILIP—Please do. Good
night, Dad.
AXTON—Good night, Phil.
Don't worry about anything. You're all right.
PHILIP—[Defiant] I will be! Good
night, Enid.
ENID—Good
night, darling. [She goes to him rather unpremeditatively,
and kisses him. PHILIP is so
overcome by this tenderness that he is about to burst into
tears. He rushes out before it happens. There is a pause.]
AXTON—What did he
mean—Phil? What decision was he talking about?
ENID—He feels a sense
of guilt evidently—about medical school. He thinks perhaps
he ought to try again.
AXTON—[Delighted]
Really? [Exultant]
That's wonderful. Marvelous. He's a doctor, Enid. You'll
see. Every Talley's a doctor. I owe you for this. Thank you,
Enid.
ENID—I wonder why it
is . . .
AXTON—You wonder why
what is . . .
ENID—Why it is so
often that the sons of strong, successful men are beaten at
the start?
AXTON—Phil's not
beaten. You'll see. I'll keep him under my eye. He'll come
out of it. I'm sure of it.
ENID—He's frightened.
He's a frightened boy.
AXTON—Nonsense. He
hasn't hit his stride yet, that's all. He'll hit it now.
He's all right now, I'm sure.
ENID—Axton . . .
AXTON—Yes, Enid . . .
ENID—Doesn't it strike
you as strange that within fifteen minutes of meeting your
children I learned more about their personal lives than you
seem to have discovered in as many years.
AXTON—Well, children
will talk to the policeman on the corner before they'll talk
to their parents. Don't you know that? I was the same way.
ENID—Why don't you
face the truth, Axton.
AXTON—What truth?
ENID—That you are a
failure as a father. I am very much afraid that the Talley
Method isn't enough. It seems to be wonderful on
anaesthetized tissue. For human beings not yet
anaesthetized, I'm afraid it's a little bit arbitrary.
AXTON—[Cajolingly!] It worked with
you!
ENID—Oh, my dear, if
your approach in the operating theater were as fumbling as
it is in your living room I shouldn't be here to tell it.
Nobody would.
AXTON—Well,
in spite of my clumsy approach, Phil's coming through. I
can't tell you, Enid, how pleased I am about that. And
grateful to you. From now on things should go smoothly. [Whistles energetically
with relief] Bad moment or two. Well, thank heaven it's
over. We've survived our first quarrel. [ENID
looks at him quickly] Well, not exactly quarrel—let's say
misunderstanding. May there never be another! Enid, what's
the matter? What are you thinking?
ENID—The truth is—I
feel sick at heart.
AXTON—Why?
ENID—That I should
have been so wrong.
AXTON—What about?
ENID—About you. About
myself.
AXTON—Perhaps we're not
as far off as you think.
ENID—We're world's
away.
AXTON—With improved
communications we might get in touch.
ENID—Don't humor me,
Axton.
AXTON—My God, Enid,
have I been wrong about you? Are you capricious?
ENID—I don't really
think so.
AXTON—What do you mean
then, for God's sake, by talking like this? Just when
everything's getting settled.
ENID—No, it isn't.
Everything isn't settled. It's far from settled. It's very
unsettled.
AXTON—For instance.
ENID—I suppose that in
ordinary times you and I might have made a go of it. But
these are not ordinary times.
AXTON—What have the
times got to do with this?
ENID—Everything. You
can no longer live in a sound-proof room—in a spiritual
autarchy.
AXTON—I thought you
were making a new life—that I was to be its cornerstone.
ENID—That was before I
found out—before I saw . . .
AXTON—What?
ENID—Your effect on
those around you. I have come to see—reluctantly—I have
come to see that your effect on those whom you cannot aid
with your mechanical skill is destructive. You are arrogant,
Axton. You want to impose your ideas and your way of life on
others. You have no more sense of the individual than a
machine-gun.
AXTON—Who are you to
pass these judgments on me?
ENID—It's what I
think. I have seen you with your own children.
AXTON—I must tell you,
Enid, that I think your sympathy for the children is
maudlin. It's what's ruined them—a whole generation of
them.
ENID—Come now, you
can't condemn an entire generation.
AXTON—Each generation
has to justify itself. My father went on with his researches
while he saw his fingers burned off with radium—his hands
reduced to stumps. Yet he got less for it than these young
revolutionaries on the dole, which they find insufficient.
Don't talk to me about these impromptu hordes in this
country or any other. I despise them and the cant that
caters to them.
ENID—You have a
contempt for people, Axton.
AXTON—The truth
is—you're a sentimentalist. I'm a realist, that's all.
ENID—The realists seem
to have a wonderful capacity for turning their backs on
injustice and suffering.
AXTON—It's that I can't
endure muddle. Don't you see that? I love order. I watch the
disintegration of the cell and I feel a cold fury inside of
me that I cannot stop it.
ENID—What about the
disintegration around you? Why doesn't that arouse you to
fury—a fury against yourself? Since coming into your house
I have seen wretchedness, Axton. I have seen suffering. I
have seen blundering. I have blundered also—had I spoken
differently to Manfred—had I found the word—a word that
might have saved him. I didn't find it. I didn't say it. I
have been clumsy and inadequate also. But you shut your
failure away from you. You are consoled because you save
people's lives. But you have to do more than save people's
lives. You have to give them something to live for. No,
Axton—there is a realm beyond efficiency. Through you I
became gay again and strong again and confident again . . .
AXTON—Well then?
ENID—But you don't
really want me that way. You prefer me as I was. You don't
want a companion to share with you and differ from you. You
want a patient. Well, I am cured now. I am strong now. I am
myself now. I want to use the life you gave me freely and
abundantly. I don't want to hoard it. You live in a vacuum
into which you want to draw me. I'm frightened, Axton . . .
AXTON—[He takes a
step toward her] What are you
frightened of, for God's sake?
ENID—There are
destructive forces in the world now of violence and
ruthlessness, and I am frightened of the things I find in
you which are like those forces. I'm sorry, Axton, but I
can't possibly marry you.
AXTON—[Deeply
shocked] You're leaving me
. . .
ENID—I
have to.
AXTON—My
God, you're not going to let a difference in point of view
separate us.
ENID—But
that's all that ever does separate people. In the passion of
first love—in youth—such a difference might be obliterated.
But you and I . . .
AXTON—What
good does it do me to be right if I'm miserable?
ENID—Forgive
me, Axton, but that seems to me so unscientific. There must
be something wrong or you wouldn't be miserable. Isn't pain
a symptom?
AXTON—I
am willing to make concessions.
ENID—I
don't want concessions. I want change of heart, Axton. Can
you perform that major operation?
AXTON—It
isn't exactly fair to make me pay for not living up to your
romantic idealization of me.
ENID—Perhaps
not. It must have been your professional manner.
You warned me
against it. But it's so beautiful, Axton, you can't blame me
for being taken in by it. Better modify it in the future or
you'll get involved again.
AXTON—Don't talk rot.
It's either you or nobody, and you know it damn well!
ENID—That's
very sweet of you . . . [She puts on her hat and picks up her purse.]
AXTON—[Gloomily] It'd better be
nobody, I guess. I can't cope.
ENID—Maybe you could .
. .
AXTON—It's too late.
ENID—Nonsense. In a
sense I'm going to begin again . . . [AXTON looks at her
sharply] with your children, for instance. Avis is at my
house now. I'm going to keep her with me for as long as I
can.
AXTON—You're a
masochist.
ENID—No, on the
contrary—I've got two new interests. It'll be great fun.
I'm really grateful to you, Axton. I've always wanted to
have children. Thank you very much.
AXTON—I don't like you!
Definitely!
ENID—I
keep telling you. Good night, Axton. [She goes to him and offers her
hand. They shake hands.]
AXTON—Shall I take you
home?
ENID—No, you're tired.
You have to operate in the morning. I want to walk anyway.
AXTON—Then it's
hopeless?
ENID—For the
good-willing, it's never quite hopeless. Why don't you try
it, Axton?
AXTON—What?
ENID—The major
operation. [A second's
pause. He starts toward her, appeal in his eyes, in his
voice.]
AXTON—Enid . . .
ENID—[Unwilling to
have her emotion for him stirred up again at this moment.
She has been through enough for one day] Good night,
AXTON. [A moment
longer—their eyes meet. She turns and goes out, a little
blindly. He takes a step after her, her name on his lips.]
AXTON—[Though she is
gone, to himself] Enid . . . Enid .
. .
[But she is gone. He is alone. He stands, rooted,
thinking. How has this happened to him? He feels himself
suddenly spent, nerveless. He is overcome by a feeling of
despair and, what is more unexpected for him, fear, a fear
of loneliness, a fear of the future, that he has never felt
before. This devastates him. He sinks into a chair, trying
to seize this fear, to wrestle with it, to overcome it. He
cannot. He feels it overcoming him. He stares at the floor,
his fists clench. . . . The curtain comes down.]
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